kaes. i think i'm gonna explain my msn 'quote' here coz i've gotten a lot of weird comments on it. hahah. my msn nick currently has the 'quote' 'wait for me in paris'. so... yeah. kat thinks its in reference to anastasia (which i realised was actually the same but no, not from there), vanilla (my weird friend from the writing world online) thinks its something to do with the story i was writing but no to that.
i was reading this story(online of course, i'm scrimping on money so i cant afford to buy books now). mind you it's.. erm.. mature reading coz it kinda.. okae i'm a prude to mentioning this so i'm rating it around nc16 la.
Lizzie and Bill, the main characters, have been childhood friends. they were raised in the same social circle. (again, its like 1900s period i think) they grew up crushing on each other.
Lizzie loved Bill so much that she gave and took their first kiss on her 13th birthday. she hatched a plan for her 15th birthday. and on that day she gave and took hers & his V. hahah. prude-y old me.
yeah, anyways, they have a pregnancy scare so Lizzie's father decided to send her away and Bill's guardian, his uncle, sends him away to private school as well.
when they finally see each other again, Lizzie has a new bf so Bill gets upset and becomes this major playboy and hates Lizzie's new bf.
it goes on for years then finally Bill decides to settle down with Anna, a girl he met in college. one night late at work, two days before his wedding, he's reading his letters when he opens one and it says 'wait for me in paris, Lizzie'.
as most ppl should know, it's always so dramatic and he does meet up with her. and the likes. the angsty meet up. the tearful exchange. a forceful passionate kiss ends in a passionate one night.
after that happened, Bill disappears and Lizzie thought Bill ran away when she saw the note by the bedside table 'wait for me in paris'. so she trusts him and does so.
Bill goes back. Anna can tell he's upset then she asks why. Bill tells her that their engagement is over. he cant marry her tomorrow. Anna breaks down and asks why. Bill tells her his heart belongs to the first girl, now woman, he ever laid eyes on. Anna is distraught and leaves.
that's all peeps. hahah. i know i sound delirious and that's probably coz of the medicine. hahah. i love this story. i haven't finished reading it.
but the moment i will, i'd wish i could re-read it again for the first time because it's simply MARVELLOUS. seriously. it's the first time that all your emotions are gathered up and poured into the story you're reading. -romantic sigh-
what we could have been, 10:57 pm.